Friday, August 12, 2011

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Is it really that hard to be happy? I know I'm always the peppy one but really? It doesn't seem that hard to just see more of the positive than the negative. Its just really hard to be friends with people when everyone is a downer. I don't know if I even have a legitimate reason to be this annoyed by it or if it just seems like everyone is always in a bad mood because I'm always happy but either way I'm so done with all the depressingness and as much as that sucks because it means distancing myself from friends of mine, I don't wanna lose my happyness because of I feel obligated to hang around with downers. Ugh. Whatever I'll figure it out I guess.
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Monday, August 8, 2011

crazy dream

So I just was woken up from a dream that went like this: started out that I was at some huge thing and I guess it was school sponsored cuz it was full of kids I went to school with (and kids that I didn't actually go to school with but in my dream I did) and me and 7 other kids were practicing dancing for a song or something. Idk for sure what it was for. Anyway there was like huge rolling hills and there was snow everywhere. Not that you could feel the temperature or anything. Anyway, we start looking around in the bushes and we find a lot of jewlry and my explaination was that it was probably there from people hiding in the bushes or fucking without being seen. While we are looking around I come across this big group of people who are carving a huge spiral into the snow. So I go to investigate. I run into this tall good looking black guy and it turns out that he is the guy in charge of the giant spiraly thing. I guess it was so water could flow from point a to point b and it would look cool. Idk that wasn't entirely established. But I'm like cool this is awesome and it turns out that the work site is actually like half in this huge mansion. Like there is a door in the mansion that leads to a room with this dig site but there are only three walls and they only extend over half of the spiral. And there are a lot of people working on the big spiral. Keep in mind this spirals diameter is approximately the lenth of a football feild. Anyway, I'm allowed to roam the mansion and what not and I go on a mini adventure with the black guy that is insignificant enough that I don't remember what it was I just know it was like a bonding experience or something. Anyway, there's a baby and a little deer that I take care of for a little while along the way and a little kid laughs at me for getting stung by a blue bee (apparently in this dream you can only get stung by a bee that is the opposite color of your blood and people in my dream have different colors of blood; blue green yellow red purple etc.) But none of those little things matter to the story. So I don't know what caused the black guy to turn into a bad guy and target me and these two other kids but he does. I just remember taking care of the baby deer and hearing him coming and I wanted him to like me so I was really sweet to the fawn and when he showed up I remember running into the library and pretending to read a book. But it wasn't even a real book it was like a transparent 3D drawing of a book. But I'm guessing this is where he knocked me out because I can't remember anything happening between then and when I woke up in his room in the mansion hanging upside down while tied to two other kids. One chick and a dude. So I come to and I'm like wtf what happened? Somehow come to the conclusion that he's a bad guy and somehow get down and out of our restraints. So we find out he is at the spiral dig and so we are looking through his stuff in his room which is on one of the top floors of the mansion and we open up a folder and BAM I get turned into a frog that can talk and the girl gets turned into a human-cow and the guy gets goat features. The girl is like wtf? A cow is like the most useless animal ever this sucks. So we look through the windows in his room and we can see into the half room the dig site is in and the people that are standing in a circle with the guy see us and they start giving us inconspicuous looks and gestures that are directly translated into "run" "get outta there he is a bad guy" "escape while you can". But the guy sees the gestures and looks up and catches a glimpse of us 3 in the windows so we make a mad dash for it and he comes chasing after us. So we are running and we see him everyonce in a while and he is trying to catch us but for some reason the entire castle thingy we are in has like no doors. Its all stairs. Stairs going in different directions. Stairs leading to secret passages. Stairs going to dark hallways. LOTS of stairs. So we are running and turning corners and the cow chick and goat guy just stop running. They just stand around and do nothing. No movement at all. But I keep running and I run past them and hide beind a door on a staircase but the bad guy, running around just as aimlessly as I am trying to find us runs and turns the corner and sees me hiding so I jump towards him and he is surprised so he takes a step back. But when I jumped at him it was just so I could get back around the door so once around the door I run straight across this little foyer thing in the middle of a bunch of staircases and jump over this handrail and twist just in time to see the guy reach for me and miss. When I jumped I threw my hands up in the air and started my fall. I fell from the near top of the castle thing nearly 70 floors to the ground level. I didn't land on my feet but I wasn't hurt. I stood up and my daddy woke me up. End of dream unfortunately. So there you have it. Crazy dream straight out of charlottes imagination.
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Sunday, August 7, 2011

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Testing to see if the blogger app for my phone works
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so today my dad handed me a Seventeen magazine and i started reading it and realized that it annoys the hell outta me. so on that note i realized today that i dislike stereotypical teenage girls even more than i thought. yay me

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generally this is the post where im supposed to talk about what this blog is for and yada yada yada but i hate this part so basically this is just where i can sit and talk about what im doing, what im thinking, my opinions on things, *cough cough something to do while taggart is playing video games and im bored cough cough* but anywhoot... thats what it is for. im being 100% honest and upfront on this and im not sugarcoating anything. so if you dont like it then dont read it. there. Problem solved. Also no promises my grammar or anything will be pristine. Sometimes I'll type in good grammar and stoof and sometimes I wont. so.... yes. end of explanitory blog. YAY!!!!!